Chapter 1384 Love cannot offset hatred
Chapter 1384 Love cannot offset hatred
Qiao An treated Chu Zhixin as a close friend with whom she could confide, and she talked to Chu Zhixin about all the interesting things that happened at school, no matter how big or small.
"So now, do you like this kind of life?"
Chu Zhixin asked sincerely when he saw Qiao An's happy look.
"I think I like it!"
Qiao An paused and chuckled, "I didn't know what I was living for before, and all I could think of were unpleasant experiences. Since I started school, it's like I've lived my life all over again. I seem to have been reborn through my decaying body."
"You really had a hard time before. Seeing you like this now, I am really happy for you."
After Chu Zhixin finished speaking with emotion, he stretched himself and suddenly had an idea: "Anyway, I don't have anything to do recently, so why don't I go with you to attend class when you go to school on Monday? It's a good opportunity for me to check out Yuanbao and Tangbao in advance and see what the current college entrance examination is about."
"Really? You want to go to school with me?"
Qiao An's eyes sparkled, her expression full of anticipation, "That's great. I feel lonely going to school alone. Although those kids like me and accept me, there is still a generation gap after all."
"Of course, I also want to experience youth!"
The two chatted for a while, planning how to attend the class on Monday, what books to bring, etc., and the morning passed like this.
Chu Zhihan was in the restaurant downstairs, waiting for a long time, but the two people didn't come down. He couldn't help but feel a little impatient, so he went upstairs and knocked on the door.
"Come and have breakfast, the sun is shining on your butt."
When Chu Zhihan's voice came, Qiao An's relaxed expression visibly tensed up, and his body leaned towards Chu Zhixin.
Although Qiao An's life has gradually emerged from the darkness these days, Chu Zhihan, as the root of Qiao An's dark life, still awakens her deep inner anxiety and pain every time he appears.
Therefore, no matter how hard Chu Zhihan tried, her fear and rejection of Chu Zhihan always remained.
Chu Zhixin also noticed Qiao An's nervousness and discomfort, and gently patted the back of her hand, "It's okay, brother just asked us to have breakfast, he won't hurt you."
"kindness."
Joan nodded.
"Brother, you eat first, I'll come down after I get dressed."
Chu Zhixin said to Chu Zhihan who was standing at the door.
"Okay, I'll wait for you downstairs."
Chu Zhihan didn’t know that Qiao An was also in Chu Zhixin’s room. After responding, he went downstairs again.
"sorry."
Qiao An looked sad. "I know, I was too much. I live in your house, eat your food, use your things, and enjoy your resources, but I still treat him as an enemy. I am too shameless."
"Fool, what are you talking about!"
Chu Zhixin comforted Qiao An, "You are our family, of course you have to live with us, not to mention that food and clothing only cost a few dollars. Although our Chu family is not as wealthy as before, it is still no problem to support you. Besides, you are not relying on us for support. You are studying now, right? When you finish your studies, you can work, right? Then you can pay us living expenses."
Chu Zhixin knew that Qiao An was thin-skinned and embarrassed to accept gifts from others, so he deliberately calculated the "money" very clearly, just to put Qiao An at ease.
"Thank you, Xinxin. You and Sheng Tingye are both good people. Without you, I really don't know how I would live my life."
Qiao An's eyes were red and she was sincerely grateful.
In the past, during the darkest moment of her life, it was Sheng Tingye who saved her from danger and allowed her to temporarily escape from the pain.
Now, it was Chu Zhixin who pointed her in the direction and gave her the motivation to live.
Such two good people had to be separated. As an outsider, she felt really sorry for them.
"It's not that exaggerated. We are fine because you deserve it. Just stay here peacefully and go to school peacefully. Don't take my brother too seriously. You have to believe that he has been reborn just like you. He is no longer the lunatic who gets mad at the slightest disagreement. You don't have to be too afraid of him."
Chu Zhixin hopes that Qiao An can truly relax, and the root of the problem lies with her brother.
"I know."
Qiao An bit her lip and whispered, "In fact, during the time you went to North City, I got along well with him. He made breakfast for me every day, but he didn't meet me. He also arranged for me to go to school because he saw the pressure I was under as a tutor. I really saw the changes in him and I am grateful to him."
"That's right. It proves that brother really realizes how bad he was in the past and wants to make amends now. Just give him a chance. If it still doesn't work, it's not too late to break up with him!"
"I also want to give him a chance, and I am trying to give him a chance, but I am really afraid. I hope you don't mind too much. I will try to accept him more and get closer to him."
Joan took a deep breath, as if she had made some kind of decision.
In fact, this kind of acceptance seems easy to outsiders, but for her, it requires tremendous psychological preparation. If she doesn't handle it well, she may fall into the abyss again and never get out.
She was afraid of the day when she would return to the abyss, so she didn't dare to accept it easily!
"It's okay, it's okay, don't feel stressed!"
Chu Zhixin quickly dispelled Qiao An's psychological burden and said casually: "My brother has done too many evil things. You are right to hate him and reject him. Even if you don't forgive him, I can understand and still treat him as a family member. You don't have to force yourself, just let it go."
When Qiao An heard Chu Zhixin say this, her tense nerves relaxed a little.
She knew that according to the normal way of TV dramas, there would definitely be a happy ending in the end, and she herself also hoped for a happy ending in her heart, but the hatred and hurt were not like a TV drama that could be written off in the end!
Joan didn't want to pretend to be magnanimous and indifferent, because she knew very well that she could not forgive and she still hated.
If she forgave him, it would be a betrayal of her child whose life was innocently taken away, and she couldn't do that.
"Okay, let's go downstairs to eat!"
After Chu Zhixin calmed Qiao An down, he coaxed her downstairs.
Chu Zhihan was also stunned for a moment when he saw Qiao An coming downstairs, but he quickly stood up and said self-awarely: "I'm done eating, you guys eat now!"
He knew that Joan rejected him, so even though they lived under the same roof for so long, they rarely met.
"and many more……"
This time, Qiao An took the initiative to call Chu Zhihan.
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