kvmb Chapter 384 Lu Jingchen's Self-doubt
Chapter 384 Lu Jingchen's Self-doubt
Lu Jingchen stood in front of the huge French window, looking at the bustling city outside, but his heart was shrouded in an indescribable emotion. His office was located in one of the tallest commercial buildings in the city. Looking down from here, the busy streets were like flowing light strips, and the high-rise buildings were lined up one after another. All of this was the scene of success he had dreamed of. However, at this moment, he could not feel the joy brought by success at all.
His career has achieved great success during this period. His name is well-known in the business circle. The projects he participated in are getting bigger and bigger. His decision-making and leadership skills make him stand out in the business competition. He has reshaped himself from a person who was once depressed by love and has become a confident and charming business elite. He has a lot of connections and is filled with various business meetings and cooperation negotiations every day.
However, every time when it was late at night and he sat alone in that luxurious but slightly empty office, or returned to that equally luxurious but lacking warmth home, the loneliness and self-doubt in his heart would surge like a tide. He began to reflect on his experiences along the way, especially every bit with Jiang Ciyou.
He recalled the time when he first met Jiang Ciyou. It was a sunny afternoon. He met her at an accidental business event. She was like a beam of fresh light that instantly illuminated his world. At that time, Jiang Ciyou's eyes were full of innocence and love for life. Her smile was so bright that it seemed to dispel all the haze in the world. They began to slowly approach each other and spent many wonderful times together.
They would stroll in the quiet park in their free afternoons, talking about their longing for life and their vision for the future. Jiang Ciyou was always full of fantastic ideas. She would say that she hoped to open a small coffee shop by the sea one day, with the aroma of coffee in the air and the endless sea outside the window. Customers could taste delicious coffee while enjoying the sea breeze. He was always attracted by her ideas. He would accompany her in her fantasies and promised to help her realize her dream.
However, as time went by, things started to get complicated. There were some minor frictions and conflicts between them, and he did not show due understanding and tolerance when dealing with these problems. He remembered that once, Jiang Ciyou was depressed because of some pressure at work. When she confided in him, he did not pay enough attention to her because he was busy with an important project at the time. At that time, Jiang Ciyou's eyes were full of disappointment, but he did not care and continued to immerse himself in his work.
Another time, Jiang Ciyou wanted to attend an art exhibition that was very important to her, and she hoped that Lu Jingchen could go with her. But Lu Jingchen thought it was a waste of time, and he felt that he had more important business to deal with. Although Jiang Ciyou didn't say anything, he could feel her sadness. Thinking about it now, he was so stupid and narrow-minded at the time. He only saw his own career and so-called important matters, but ignored Jiang Ciyou's feelings and the maintenance of their relationship.
Without Jiang Ciyou to share his success, his gorgeous robe would be covered with lice, seemingly glamorous, but actually full of troubles. He once thought that as long as he succeeded in his career, he would have everything, including love. But now he realized that he had lost something more precious on the road to career success.
He thought of the dark days he fell into after Jiang Ciyou left him. He drank and smoked every day, making himself look like neither a human nor a ghost. His world seemed to have lost its color, and everything became meaningless. At that time, he truly realized how important Jiang Ciyou was in his heart. However, at that time, he was already overwhelmed by anger and pain. He did not think about the problems between them properly, but just blamed Jiang Ciyou for leaving.
Now, he stood at the pinnacle of success, but felt extremely lonely. He looked at the flatterers around him, those who only cared about his wealth and status, and he suddenly felt very annoyed. He began to miss the days with Jiang Ciyou. At that time, although they did not have as much wealth and status as they do now, they had the most sincere feelings for each other.
He kept asking himself, if he had been more understanding and tolerant, and had been able to spend more time with Jiang Ciyou, would they not have come to this point today? His heart was filled with regret and self-blame. He felt like a foolish traveler who accidentally lost the most precious treasure around him while chasing the beautiful scenery in the distance.
He can make decisive decisions at the business negotiation table and can handle all kinds of business situations with ease. But when facing his own emotional problems, he seems so helpless and confused. He doesn't know how to make up for the mistakes he has made, and how to get back into Jiang Ciyou's life. He is worried that Jiang Ciyou has been completely disappointed in him and has erased him from his heart.
He also began to think about the true meaning of success. Is it to have countless wealth? Is it to be able to call the shots in the business circle? He now feels that it is none of these. Success should be to be able to share the joys and sorrows of life with your loved ones, and to be able to maintain care and love for each other in a busy life. And he obviously went astray on this path.
He paced back and forth in this luxurious office, his self-doubt growing stronger and stronger. He didn't know what to do next, whether to continue to indulge in this regret, or to muster up the courage to find Jiang Ciyou and express his regret to her. He knew that no matter what choice he made, he would face huge challenges. However, he also knew that if he didn't make a change, he would always be troubled by this self-doubt and loneliness.
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