Chapter 384 There Will Be No Disrespect
Chapter 384 There Will Be No Disrespect
Mu Ruixi no longer wanted to recall the past, but during that time, these memories haunted her like a devil, forcing her to recall, and the man in front of her was the killer.
When Lin Mu heard this, he would not dare to say the word "peace". If Zhou Zhewen had not been ruthless and had killed her from the beginning, he would not have been safe today with Mu Ruixi and her today.
In that case, Lin Muwen, why should you let me follow you?
It is undeniable that Mu Ruixi's mental state had problems. Mu Ruixi's expression was distorted, and teardrops as big as beans slid down her cheeks.
Lin Muwen, looking at the woman in front of him, looking at her beautiful face, looking at her beautiful face, he suddenly couldn't bear to look at her, because in his impression, she always smiled at him, even when she encountered something unhappy, she always looked calm and it was rare to see her cry.
Looking at the woman in front of him, he felt like he couldn't breathe. He suddenly regretted why he did this. Such a beautiful woman was hurt so badly by him, but he still wanted her. He wanted to get Mu Ruixi back, and he wanted to take all the blame on himself.
Although Mu Ruixi knew that she had lost her rationality, she still couldn't help but feel resentment when she saw the man she once loved deeply. Thinking of the helplessness and helplessness she felt when she was abandoned by her lover, it seemed as if the whole world had collapsed.
Lin Muwen stretched out his hands to hold the girl in his arms and tell her about his regret and guilt, but he opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but in the end he couldn't say anything, and his hands froze. He knew that he had hurt her, but no one regretted it more than him, and no one wanted to go back and kill her more.
"Xixi, I..."
Having said that, there is no point in saying anything more. As Mu Ruixi said, there is no turning back, but he is unwilling to do so. He is unwilling to give up just like that. He is unwilling to see his beloved woman lying in the arms of another man.
It was already late at night. Mu Ruixi's mood gradually calmed down. Her tears gradually disappeared, leaving only tear marks. She took a deep breath and moved her gaze to the corner of the wall, no longer looking at Lin Muwen. Her tone was indifferent and a little distant: "Go home, I want to go to bed."
Having said that, she ignored Lin Ming's answer and walked straight to the dressing table and began to tidy up her messy hair.
When Lin Mu heard this, he felt ache in his heart and almost couldn't breathe.
He knew that tonight would continue like this, so he climbed over the wall with a pale face. Before leaving, he looked at Mu Ruixi deeply, as if he wanted to engrave every detail of her in his heart.
After Lin Muwen left, it was a long time before Mu Ruixi put away her handkerchief. She lay on the dressing table, shivering and crying like a lonely little animal, silently healing its wounds in the dark.
It was late at night, and all the palace maids and eunuchs had already fallen asleep, and there were only a few on duty. They were tired or perhaps because of accidental care, and did not notice the strangeness in this room.
No one understands what happened just now. Only the faint masculine smell in the room can show that the scene just now is not a dream, but a real existence.
No one can understand the pain in Mu Ruixi's heart. The so-called sympathy is just a joke. In this world, no one can understand what a person has experienced. What he has experienced, what he has experienced, his pain is naturally different.
So, don't try to comfort her with sympathy, as that will only add salt to her wounds, remind her of what happened in the past, and hurt her heart again.
Mu Ruixi wanted to forget the time she spent with him and seal all the memories related to him, but she couldn't do that. She hated herself now.
When Lin Mu heard this, he thought of Mu Ruixi's tearful face, and his eyes became complicated and unclear.
After she discovered Mu Ruixi's true identity, she had already secretly planned this matter, and her success was unbelievable.
He has not realized until now that what he lost was not victory, but his heart. From the moment he gave Muraixi her heart, it belonged to him.
When he saw that Mu Ruixi was not dead yet, he was extremely excited. He originally thought that she had been dead for four years, but it turned out that she was not dead, and Mu Ruixi was still in a place he didn't know.
If he had not met her, he might have lived in this world forever, but God seemed not to want to see his sadness, so he sent him to the Western Regions, where he saw her face.
Lin Mu couldn't sleep all night after hearing this. His mind was full of all the things that happened over the years. Her angry look, her smile, and the way she waited for him to come home were all like old movies, constantly lingering in his mind.
He knew very well that he couldn't live without her. He couldn't live without her. He wanted to see the smile in her eyes and he wanted her forgiveness.
This wait lasted overnight.
Mu Ruixi fell asleep at some point. The next day, a maid came and saw her sleeping on the dressing table.
When the maid saw Mu Ruixi sleeping on the dressing table, she immediately put the basin in her hand aside, stepped forward and pushed her away.
"Madam, please wake up. What happened? Why are you sleeping here?"
Mu Ruixi was originally a person who was prone to falling asleep. When she hit her like this, she woke up suddenly. She was about to raise her head, but she felt that her whole body was in pain.
The maid still looked at her with a strange look. Jiang Pengji explained, "I felt very hungry last night and wanted to get some water, but ended up lying here and falling asleep."
When he said this, he still had a strong breath in his nose. Not to mention the palace servant next to him, even the palace servant next to him looked panicked and hurriedly said, "Come to the imperial doctor quickly, the empress is sick."
Mu Ruixi was about to wave her hand to say that she was fine, but when she raised her hand, she found that she couldn't lift her hand at all. Then she realized that she might have caught a cold last night.
Everyone in the palace knew that the emperor doted on Concubine Jin, so when they heard that Concubine Jin was seriously ill, they naturally would not show any disrespect.
The doctor had been diagnosed for a long time and said, "The Empress was depressed. She was afraid she caught a cold yesterday. Although the condition was serious, if she could stabilize her mind, she would be fine."
Mu Ruixi just nodded when she heard that, not caring.
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