After crossing, let yourself go

Chapter 194

The old butler came over from the back and said, "Master, won't you stay a few more days? You just got back."

"No, I didn't have anything to do originally. I just wanted to take Yiheng to see his father. Now that I've seen him, I'm leaving. I don't want to stay here."

"Alas, now that you're gone, I don't know how long it will take before I see you again." The old butler said reluctantly.

"Everything here has been dealt with. If you like, you can stay here forever. The servants in the mansion can leave if they want to, and stay if they don't. Just help me take care of the yard. It's not a problem to feed you guys."

"Master, we really can't bear to let you go."

"I know, and I can't bear to leave either, but I dare not stay here, I will go crazy." Han Jiu smiled and turned away.

Han Jiu was preparing to return to the imperial capital the next day when he received news in the middle of the night that King Xuan of Yanbei had passed away.

After hearing the news of Yan Beixuan's death, Han Jiu lay on the bed for a long time without closing her eyes. Xi Ye hugged her and asked, "What happened?"

Han Jiu stared at the roof and said, "Xiye, I seem to be able to finally breathe a sigh of relief. I have always felt choked up and breathless, but now it seems to be much better."

Xiye hugged her tightly in his arms and said, "Well, go to sleep."

After Yan Beixuan's death, Han Jiu stayed in Yancheng and did not return to the imperial capital, because she still had to bury her second brother.

Originally, Emperor Yan Beiming did not need to be present, but because Yan Beixuan was different from others, Yan Beiming still came in person.

Even though the imperial palace in Yancheng has become a tourist area, Yan Beiming still has a place to live, but he insisted on living in the former general's mansion. Sometimes Han Jiu really felt that Yan Beiming was a time traveler. He didn't care about any etiquette or system, he just did whatever he wanted.

Eunuch He seemed to have gotten used to it, and he hadn't said those things that were always against the rules for a long time.

Mu Jifan also followed, which was something Han Jiu did not expect. When Han Jiu saw him, she just politely bowed and nothing else happened.

Mu Jifan saw Han Jiu's fatigue. She seemed to have lost a lot of weight and she didn't seem to have the spirit she once had. Why?

Yan Beiming also noticed Han Jiu's powerlessness. "Xiao Jiu, what's wrong with you?"

Since Han Jiu came back here and killed Bai Feifei, and now Yan Beixuan is also dead, she seems to feel that nothing matters anymore. Everything should have an ending point, and she seems to have found it, but she doesn't seem to have found it.

"It's nothing, I just feel a little tired."

"Are you really okay?" Yan Beiming always felt that he was different today.

"It's okay, I'll have someone arrange a room for you."

"No need, I'll just stay in Han Xu's room wherever he lives."

"Okay, I'll have someone clean up big brother's room. After your room is arranged, I'll have someone arrange it into Wang's room. I'll also bring some snacks by the way. Big brother, you two can chat first." After saying that, Han Jiu got up and left.

After Han Jiu left, Mu Jifan and Yan Beiming both frowned. Mu Jifan looked at Yan Beiming and asked, "What happened to her?"

"It must be because of Han Feng." Although Yan Beiming was a little worried, he didn't say anything else.

In the end, Yan Beixuan was buried in the mausoleum he built, and Han Feng was buried in the ancestral tomb of the Han family, lying next to his parents and eldest brother. Han Jiu knelt in front of the tombstone and stroked Han Feng's tombstone. "Second brother, your family is reunited. Second brother, I'm sorry."

Xiye always felt that Hanjiu's speech was strange these days, but he couldn't find out what was wrong. He thought it was because Hanjiu was too sad.

After Yan Beixuan's funeral, Han Jiu and Master Liu took Yan Beiming to the renovated palace to have a look.

Eunuch He didn't know where to look. It was so magnificent and luxurious.

Han Jiu and Master Liu were both worried when they saw Eunuch He's look. Eunuch He's expression proved how luxurious the new decoration here was. But this was not a real palace after all. If this place was more luxurious than the palace where Emperor Yan Beiming lived, wouldn't that be courting death?

Han Jiu and Master Liu were both secretly worried.

In fact, it’s not that the current palace is better than Yan Beiming’s palace. It’s just that Eunuch He saw the palace before it was renovated, and then he felt incredible when he saw the palace after the renovation. The difference is like heaven and earth, and there is no comparison, so he showed this expression.

Mu Jifan didn't feel any difference, but the lighting was better. He didn't feel any other difference.

Yan Beiming didn't think there was anything wrong with it, and after walking around, everyone left. The tourist area that had been closed for the whole morning was open again.

After Han Jiu returned to the imperial capital, she stayed in the palace with Yan Beiming for two days, because he secretly replaced Han Yiheng, who was supposed to follow her, with Yan Huai. She held Yan Huai to show Yan Beiming, and Yan Beiming called Concubine Lian over. When she saw her child, Concubine Lian cried with joy.

Han Jiu fell seriously ill after returning home. He didn't have a cough or a runny nose, but a fever. He didn't have any symptoms, but he felt very tired. He ate and drank normally, and he didn't feel anything. He just felt tired and couldn't cheer up, and then he had a fever.

Xiye tried everything but couldn't find the cause. He was so anxious that blisters appeared on his mouth. Song Ruochen was so worried that he almost asked a Taoist priest to take a look at Han Jiu. Yan Hongzhi also sent people to look for any folk secret recipes.

Han Jiu's originally scheduled meeting with Qu Yi had been delayed for more than two months because of Yan Beixuan's matter. It was already autumn and Han Jiu had a fever, so she wore more clothes than ordinary people.

She sat at the table and asked Qu Yi, "What exactly do you want to tell me?"

Qu Yi answered the irrelevant question: "You are sick"

"I don't know. I don't have any other symptoms. I just feel weak, very tired, and have a fever all day long."

"Has Xiye also not found out the reason?"

"No, Xiye and Qiaoyu both don't understand what's going on. They are probably going to die."

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Qu Yi poured her a cup of tea.

"Just die, everyone dies since ancient times."

"Hanjiu"

"kindness?"

"what happened to you?"

"........."

Han Jiu didn't say anything, because she didn't know what was wrong with her. She just felt that she had no interest in anything, was tired of doing anything, and couldn't muster the energy to do anything. She often felt like crying, but she couldn't. She wanted to give up everything, but she couldn't bear to.

"Don't you have something to say to me?" Han Jiu changed the subject.

"I wanted to say it then, but it's better not to say it now." Qu Yi picked up the teacup and took a sip.

"Then come find me again when you want to." Han Jiu stood up and was about to leave.

Qu Yi pulled her, stood up, held Han Jiu's face with both hands and kissed her like last time.

Han Jiu's lips were very hot because she had a fever, and Qu Yi's kiss was still not gentle like last time, but full of possessiveness.

Han Jiu was stunned for a moment, but did not push away and accepted Qu Yi's kiss.

Qu Yi felt that Han Jiu did not refuse so he let go of Han Jiu, hugged her in his arms again, and kissed her earring gently.

"You want me to tell you, no matter how big the problem is, I will help you."

Han Jiu did not hug Qu Yi back, her hands just hung down at both sides of her body, "You can't help me."

"It doesn't matter if I can't help you, you have to tell me what you want to do?"

"I want to die."

Qu Yi hugged Han Jiu tighter with his hands and said, "If you die, I will kill Song Ruochen, Xiye, Yan Hongzhi, Yan Beiming, Pei Qing, and Han Yiheng."

Han Jiu thought of Chi Yuan, who had said the same thing to him before. "I know, no, I just said I want to, not that I will do it."

After leaving Qu Yi, Han Jiu wandered around the street aimlessly. She was thinking that what Qu Yi wanted to tell her was what he had just done. She curled her lips and smiled, but her smile was bitter.

Such a man with absolute power in the world actually fell in love with me.

He said that if she lived, everyone around her could live, and if she died, everyone around her would die.

Later, Han Jiu recovered from her illness. Because her mood improved, Chi Yuan spent all day around her. Yan Hongzhi would take her out to eat delicious food and coax her in various ways whenever he had nothing to do.

Young Master Liu would come to drink with her whenever he was free. Needless to say, Song Ruochen and Xiye would chat with her every day.

Pei Qing's injury healed and he resumed his official position. He often brought General Fu and Commander Bai back to his mansion to eat and drink.

Mu Jifan would often come over to spend some time with Han Jiu, but he never forced Han Jiu like before. However, many years later, until he was old and gray, he still remained unmarried.

Han Yiheng and Yan Huai can walk now, but they walk unsteadily.

However, one day, a piece of breaking news spread across the entire continent.

The world's largest country, Qu Yi, announced that his wife is Han Jiu. He also sent out a message that no one is allowed to hurt Han Jiu and the people around her.

Those who violate the rules will have their entire clan killed and their country destroyed.

---End of the book---