Chapter 227 Lingering
Chapter 227 Lingering
During his two years as a graduate student, Song Xiao almost exceeded his expectations.
If nothing unexpected happens, Song Xiao will be able to graduate successfully in a few months.
At that time, Nan Sheng still had at least three or four years to study in New York. It was impossible to let Nan Sheng give up again, right?
Song Xiao was silent for a moment, thinking of letting Nan Sheng take the exam first, and making a decision after he had arranged other things.
So, when the words came to his lips, Song Xiao swallowed them back.
He nodded but said nothing.
Nan Sheng didn't think much about it.
After dinner, Song Xiao rushed to finish his homework while Nan Sheng continued to prepare for the TOEFL exam.
Nan Sheng looked down at the pad. With the current Internet, Nan Sheng knew that she could find out anything she wanted to, and she would never be restricted again.
While she was looking up information, she unexpectedly saw news about the Lu Group, mostly about operations.
Nan Sheng thought of Lu Shiyan.
Ever since the accident, Lu Shiyan disappeared without a trace.
There was no news about Lu Shiyan even in the media, which made Nan Sheng panic, fearing that something had really happened to Lu Shiyan.
Nan Sheng was in a daze for a moment. Was she worried about Lu Shiyan?
She shook her head and rejected it. She thought that if something really happened to Lu Shiyan, the Lu family would never let her go.
That's why Nan Sheng was worried.
With this thought in mind, Nan Sheng typed the three words "Lu Shiyan" on Baidu, and then she pressed Enter.
Lu Shiyan is a celebrity, so there should be a lot of news about him.
All that popped up in the Baidu search were press releases from the Lu Group, but not a single word from Lu Shiyan.
No one mentioned Lu Shiyan's hospitalization, let alone wanted to know what Lu Shiyan's current situation was.
But Nan Sheng soon figured it out.
The Lu family is a family that attaches great importance to privacy. Even the fact that she is Lu Shiyan's adopted daughter was not known to anyone for a long time.
If Xu Anwan had not exposed it publicly at that time, this secret would probably have remained hidden.
What's more, Lu Shiyan is the backbone of the Lu family, and the news of the accident will affect the Lu family's stocks.
It is understandable that it is not made public.
Therefore, Nan Sheng felt that Lu Shiyan should be fine.
With this thought in mind, Nan Sheng suddenly didn't know whether she was embarrassed or feeling something else.
She had finally left the Lu family and escaped Lu Shiyan's confinement, so she didn't have to worry about these things anymore.
After all, the Lu family has the best medical team, and it is impossible for Lu Shiyan to make any mistakes.
After a moment of silence, Nan Sheng quickly exited Baidu and refocused her attention on the word in front of her.
When Song Xiao came in, he saw Nan Sheng memorizing words.
Song Xiao bent down and glanced down: "You spelled it wrong, this is r, not s, it should be pronounced——"
Nan Sheng looked up and was about to respond, but ended up meeting Song Xiao's thin lips head-on.
Song Xiao was also stunned for a moment. He didn't expect Nan Sheng to take the initiative.
But Song Xiao just chuckled and responded to Nan Sheng's kiss naturally.
One of them bent over and the other sat down, and they kissed on the spot.
The long kiss washed away all the suppressed emotions in Nan Sheng's heart, and she put her arms around Song Xiao's neck.
Song Xiao sighed and brought Nan Sheng in front of him, but Nan Sheng refused to give in.
The next second, the two fell onto the big bed.
"Nan Sheng." Song Xiao grabbed Nan Sheng's hand, which calmed Nan Sheng down.
Nan Sheng looked at Song Xiao with her beautiful eyes: "Why stop? You wanted to do that too, didn't you?"
It’s hard to say why, but Nan Sheng took the initiative because she really wanted to let her restless heart settle down.
Nan Sheng now always feels like she's caught between two extremes.
She gave up Lu Shiyan, but she couldn't figure out Song Xiao.
Song Xiao clearly wanted to, but he had been enduring it.
Shouldn't teenagers of this age be the most impulsive?
Nan Sheng probably felt that only in this way could they be truly together, otherwise something would always be missing.
Probably because of a lack of security.
"I do." Song Xiao was very serious. His eyes fell on Nan Sheng without blinking. "But I don't want you to regret it even more."
"Why would I regret it?" Nan Sheng asked Song Xiao with a frown.
Song Xiao remained calm: "Nan Sheng, your heart is wavering. Besides, besides me, maybe you have better choices. You are only 19 years old now. I don't want to tie you down because of these things, understand?"
Song Xiao spoke his thoughts quietly and gently.
His eyes fell on Nan Sheng calmly, but without any joking in them.
"Song Xiao..." Nan Sheng suddenly choked up after hearing what Song Xiao said.
I can’t say why, but it seems that no matter in the previous life or this life, Song Xiao always holds me in the palm of his hand.
He only considers everything for her and never for himself.
Compared with Song Xiao, Nan Sheng felt that she had become much more selfish.
"Nan Sheng, life is very long, and we will be together for a very long time." Song Xiao responded, but he said it with great determination.
"Okay." Nan Sheng choked.
But Nan Sheng's hands were still around Song Xiao's neck, with no intention of letting go.
Nan Sheng looked at Song Xiao and said, "Song Xiao, I know you care about me, but I really don't feel safe at all. I always feel that one day you will leave me. I always feel that what will happen in the next second is beyond my control. I..."
It was probably a feeling of being displaced, and the panic made Nan Sheng unable to calm down.
Seeing Nan Sheng like this, Song Xiao sighed, feeling both helpless and indulgent.
"So, I won't regret it." Nan Sheng said with certainty and seriousness, "This wasn't a spur-of-the-moment impulse; it was the result of careful consideration."
A lifetime has passed, and Nan Sheng never thinks that she will regret it.
After she finished speaking, Nan Sheng didn't know whether she was crying or something else, she once again entangled with Song Xiao.
This time, Song Xiao let Nan Sheng kiss him.
He had his hands on the edge of the bed, which was essentially a single bed.
This is where Song Xiao has lived since he came to New York, but now Nan Sheng lives here.
This scene made Song Xiao suddenly calm down, and his heart beat faster, as if something he had been thinking about for a long time had finally come true.
It is satisfaction, but also a sense of peace of mind.
But the little girl in front of him seemed much more anxious.
When the white little hands wrapped around him, they were gradually breaking down Song Xiao's defenses.
But Song Xiao still had his sanity. He sighed, clasped Nan Sheng's wrist with his hand, and then Song Xiao leaned over.
Nan Sheng was caught off guard and kissed by Song Xiao, and all her sounds were swallowed up.
Soon, Nan Sheng felt the cool touch of the air when her skin touched her skin, and instantly got goose bumps.
Nan Sheng thought of her previous life.
They had been so affectionate before, but it was Song Xiao who paid the price, not herself.
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