Chapter 543 Alright
Chapter 543 Alright
Bai Yue realized,
Compared with physical illness, his personal abandonment of survival is the biggest problem.
Even if he decides to live, he still can't lie to himself, he just has that kind of self-defeating and self-destructive emotion.
It's like a patient with an anxiety disorder, seeing a little smudge on a white paper, becomes mentally and mentally agitated.
His life, because of the loss of Sasuke, is no longer perfect.
This imperfection made him give up on himself.
What's more painful is that because there will never be a chance to do it again in life, so I can only tolerate and accept this imperfection.
Just like what Izumi said yesterday, normal people should skip this relationship, learn to accept loss, and continue to live.
But he couldn't accept this fact, couldn't accept this imperfection.
Then, there are self-destructive emotions.
……
The ward fell silent.
Bai Yue stopped talking.
The excitement and eagerness to see Tsunade at the beginning turned into indifference.
Sensing her inner thoughts, Bai Yue was no longer interested in Tsunade.
I just want to hear the diagnosis announced by Tsunade.
Good or bad, he can accept it.
Tsunade was surprised to see Bai Yue's attitude suddenly reversed, and he was also happy and relaxed.
When a person is about to die, the changes in emotion, mood, and psychology are very big.
Tsunade remembers seeing the first generation of Hokage when he was a child. The first generation of Hokage was very calm and did not have the character of being with Madara when he was young. .
Tsunade tapped the medical records again.
The paper was rattling.
"To be honest, you can't cure this situation."
Tsunade rubbed his forehead with his hands because of a headache: "To use a metaphor, you are like a cup filled with water, your body is the cup, and Chakra energy is the water."
"The current situation is that there is a problem with your body, which leads to the continuous leakage of Chakra energy. Chakra energy is related to people's spirit and life. The lack of this power will make you gradually weaken until you die."
"The only way to solve it is to find the reason why your body cannot store Chakra energy, and then treat it fundamentally, then it is possible to stop the disease."
"But, in the genealogy of our Thousand Hands family, many people have suffered from this disease in history. Until now, we haven't been able to find the root cause of the disease, so I'm sorry I can't do anything."
Bai Yue listened silently, with a calm expression, and somehow thought of Quan again.
Bai Yue was about to say something when she suddenly heard Tsunade standing up.
Bai Yue pursed her lips, and began to think about how to persuade Quan.
Izumi said that if Tsunade can't cure him, he will go to the Uchiha clan to steal Izanaki, but with the strength of Izumi Xia Shinobi, he will betray the family.
will die.
Although he can still move around a bit, he wants to keep his experience in the actions of Yuren Village, and...after he understands his truest thoughts.
He wanted to live less than ever.
Even if Izanaki is placed in the Uchiha clan, he doesn't want to reach out for it in a place he can get easily.
The voice around him kept shouting that he was going to die, just to stop his pain.
Bai Yue let out a breath, and when she heard the sound of the door opening, she planned to wait a while and talk to He Quan.
……
the door opened,
Tsunade walked out of the ward.
Izumi became excited all of a sudden, and just about to ask, he suddenly saw Tsunade raise his hand.
"I'm sorry, I tried my best, let's prepare for the funeral as soon as possible." Tsunade raised his hand and left drunk.
The hearts of Izumi and Sakura suddenly sank to the bottom of the valley.
Quan's eyes darkened, and his body seemed to lose all strength.
Sakura opened her eyes wide and hugged the book. The scene in front of her seemed to fly far away, and she realized that she couldn't keep up. She stood in place and couldn't hear the sounds around her.
then,
The two ran to the ward at the same time.
Click.
Peng!
Quan entered the room and closed the door behind him.
Anti-lock.
"Ouch!"
Sakura bumped her head against the door, fell off her ass, and looked at the door with tears in her eyes.
This woman is so fast!
Sakura was so angry that she wanted Quan to open the door for her. Why should she be locked out as the boss?
Xiao Ying thought of Bai Yue in the ward again, so she held back her anger, stood at the door, and listened to the voices in the ward.
Now it is Quan, and it will be her turn later.
Quan came to Bai Yue's side, held Bai Yue's hand, held back his sadness, and said with a smile, "Did Tsunade-sama say anything?"
"Well, someone said that I have no cure." Bai Yue raised her hand and touched Quan's head.
Quan closed his eyes and said, "I'll go to the clan to steal Izanaki for you."
"Thank you for your kindness, but Izanagi probably won't be able to work on me." Bai Yue put down her hand, took a deep breath, and said, "I have dealt with Izanagi before, and I know the effect of this ninjutsu. "
"Izanaki can only turn unfavorable things into dreams and disappear from reality. It has a time of use, about three to five minutes. That is to say, it can only modify what is happening now at most, and cannot change the past."
"The disease in me may have been present since I was born, it is an integral part of me, it is also my birth defect."
"Even if I lose this part, I will die, right?"
"So, that's it, Quan? I want to spend some time in peace at the end." Bai Yue heard the sound of sobbing, he showed a big smile, and said happily as before: "There is a good thing!"
"Ok?"
Quan suddenly raised his head and looked at Bai Yue.
Bai Yue said: "The Thousand Hands Clan doesn't want me anymore, I can have your last name."
"That's right."
Quan felt lost in his heart, and thought that Bai Yue had a solution.
Quan puffed up his cheeks, tilted his head, lay on the side of the bed, and whispered: "You are quite optimistic, so shall I accompany you well in the end?"
"Ok!"
Bai Yue nodded vigorously, feeling a kind of silent emotion towards Quan in her heart.
"No, it's not mine after you die." Quan said suddenly.
"what?"
Bai Yue opened her mouth wide and looked at Quan in surprise.
Quan said: "Do you remember that Anbu came over before? They will recover your body later."
"Hmm..." Bai Yue didn't know what to say.
Bai Yue fought bravely and said: "But I'm still yours when I'm alive."
"Is that so..."
Quan looked at Bai Yue carefully: "Hey Bai Yue."
"What?" Bai Yue asked suspiciously.
"Can I have my eyes transplanted? I think a part of me is also here." Quan pointed to her own eyes, and there was a green fluorescent eye in her eye socket.
Quan said: "I think you are looking at me for the last time, so that after you die, you will always remember my last appearance?"
"Okay." Bai Yue agreed.
"If possible, I would like to treat myself as a gift and let you kill me. The power you get in this way is because of me, and you can treat it as if I am with you."
"Okay."
Quan supported his cheek with one hand, tilted his head and looked at Bai Yue.
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