Chapter 673: End of Memory: The Choice of Rebirth or Demise; Breakthrough; [Enlightenment in Space R
Chapter 673: End of Memory: The Choice of Rebirth or Demise; Breakthrough; [Enlightenment in Space R
After Fu Guang was rescued, he used to be able to recover in a day even if his heart was pierced, but now it took him three full days to be out of danger.
When he finally opened his eyes, the first thing he saw was a pair of scarlet eyes, suppressing pain and overwhelming hatred, which seemed to want to destroy everything.
The little girl hugged him tightly, her clothes wet with tears, but she didn't cry at all.
At that moment, Fu Guang felt depressed and powerless.
He tried every way to heal his little god, but her little god only grabbed his hand and escaped from hell, and her soul still sank into the abyss. Once he was gone, she would fall suddenly again!
The little god depended on his company, but he was no longer able to accompany her.
Did he have to watch his good boy go completely crazy and fall into hell forever because of his departure?
Chang Le tightly hugged the person who finally came back to life, ignoring Fu Guang's complicated look, and stubbornly grasped the warm sun.
Fu Guang slowly recovered, and he deliberately increased his efforts to cultivate Chang Le's independence, and even sent her to the wolf lord Lu Yanhuai on purpose. However, Le Le, who seemed to have recovered and grown up well, would often wake up in the middle of the night and hold on to him tightly.
Fu Guang taught her that she must walk alone in the future and sticking to the kindness in her heart is to leave a glimmer of hope for her future.
But Changle asked back:
"Why do they want to kill you when Fuguang is so kind to you?"
Fu Guang refuted without words.
Didn't he also want to ask why his sweet baby was not treated well?
If possible, he would also like to let the good boy act recklessly and kill anyone he wants.
But that is the case when one's true heart is blinded by desire, and one becomes a monster without humanity, a muddleheaded walking corpse. One day, one will be attacked by everyone and end tragically.
This is not what he wants.
He wanted Changle to live a good and stable life, to know how to be loved and protected, to be loved and protected by others, to be treated well, to be praised, and to walk with others.
Therefore, even if Chang Le has resentment towards the world in her heart, Fu Guang can only teach her to protect herself and not be shackled by evil thoughts.
The trauma left a deep mark, and Fu Guang was the final restraint to suppress evil thoughts and nurture good thoughts.
But at that time, Chang Le was still frightened and paranoid.
She was not afraid of being regarded as a monster by the world in the future, but she was afraid of losing Fu Guang. She expressed her dependence on Fu Guang and showed her paranoid side only to him; but Fu Guang appeased her paranoia and asked her to plan for her future.
The feeling of being pushed away made Chang Le panic, and the two began to have disagreements. Until the age of twelve, Chang Le was sent away, thousands of miles away.
……
"Yes, what he said was all high-sounding bullshit! Only when you control life and death, yourself, others, and the world, can you truly keep what you want!"
Wei An circled around the thoughtful Chang Le, holding the knife in his hand and tentatively thrusting it out: "You are not afraid of becoming a monster, nor are you afraid of becoming a villain. You are only afraid of losing him, aren't you?"
Chang Le's stunned gaze fell on the knife. He raised his hand little by little and moved closer to the knife.
A hand grasped her wrist, stopping her movements.
The white-haired man came to her side, his golden eyes that resembled Fu Guang's were calming: "Le Le, listen to the voice in your heart. It understands Fu Guang's worries. You don't want to become a monster who loses yourself."
Wei An’s face was twisted with anger, and she screamed, “You who chose to obey, have lost him! Shen Fuguang abandoned you, he is dead—”
It was like a bolt from the blue.
She saw that when she was twelve years old, the Qin and Ying families took the lead in threatening her, and Fu Guang pushed her away from District 9 as a hostage.
One night before leaving, Fu Guang put himself into a deep sleep and re-reinforced the second seal, sealing together the past that he had vaguely glimpsed in his dream and the memory of killing two teams of remnants in the wilderness.
It was as if it had sealed up the evil thoughts that had driven her crazy, allowing her to leave with her resentment towards him and move towards another new world.
The heart wavers between good and evil torments me.
On one hand, the calm, dignified and perfect young lady makes people feel at ease; on the other hand, the darkness struggling in the darkness gradually grows.
Finally, at the moment when the news of his death came, he burst out completely.
The madman rolled around in the pale world, crying and laughing; Wei'an's hoarse and crazy voice incited evil thoughts to burst out; Ye Buqi tentatively sought possession while comforting her; the eldest lady was thinking about creation far away from the noise.
Changle, located in the center, was filled with noisy sounds.
She covered her ears, but was still driven to collapse by the noise.
What is good and what is evil?
What does she want and what does Fu Guang expect?
Who is she, and who is she going to be?
The world was like a huge noisy place, not allowing her to vent her pain in peace.
Even the pale and desolate world in her heart has changed madly.
There was no way out for her.
With so-called goodness and unresolved evil, on the night of Hua An Ning's coming-of-age ceremony, she chose another path.
But it never happened.
Even Fu Guang was distressed by her pain and had no understanding of her struggle, so he chose to perish completely with her.
But in the end, that scale still protected her last breath, and she did not die.
Everything, everything, back to the starting point again.
This time, it is still a struggle and a choice.
……
“Why sit alone in the stands, watching yourself perform a one-man show? The world woven of lies is a cage. Tear the cage apart and kill all the people who bother you, then you can find the real world!”
Wei An said this.
"The road ahead is not bloody. Kulai, Bai Xie... Luo Xuan, Xue Wuwang, Lu Yanhuai... Hua Anning, Lu Jinan... the people who love you are with you, waiting for you to walk side by side towards the bright future."
Ye Buqi said this.
"Chang Le, I am waiting for the destination you choose."
Fu Jiu said this.
This is Chang Le’s unresolved situation.
……
“He” sat quietly on the Galaxy Water Mirror, his fingers brushing across the three giant doors one by one:
"To be good."
"Mingzhi."
"Know me."
……
Trapped by the raging green vines, Qin Xian was suffocated and looked extremely hideous.
The bodyguards around were afraid of hurting anyone by mistake and dared not reach out.
Qin Xian roared, and invisible energy of luck gathered, and he suddenly broke free from the green vine.
After escaping from danger, Qin Xian was still in shock. Furious, he kicked his bodyguard and assistant half to death.
The son who came from outside just sneered: "Father, you can get angry too. I thought you were obsessed with fusion and becoming stronger, and you have forgotten how to be a human being first."
Qin Xian became even angrier and slapped his son to the ground: "Rebellious son! You are a traitor!"
"Then are you worthy of being a father?" The son's eyes were red. "Just because your brother has an affinity with various elements, you used him for experiments! You gained a great reputation, but your brother died! He died on the experimental table!!"
"I'm doing this for the people of the world!" Qin Xian shouted angrily and raised his hand again.
The son dodged in a hurry and knocked down the mirror on the wall. The fragments scattered all over the floor, reflecting a hideous, paranoid and crazy old face.
Qin Xian was suddenly shocked: This is... me?
He looked at his son in astonishment, who was afraid of pain, and was in a trance.
When did he become the person he hated the most? When did he lose his humanity?
"This, this is not me!"
"Ding--"
The bronze bell on the table rang by itself, and a crack appeared somewhere.
……
"Old sir, I don't think this is a dead end." Gu Yujing suddenly chuckled.
He pointed to the peaks in the distance and said, "Look, old man. A single peak is called a solitary mountain. It is isolated and has a fragile ecology. But when several peaks are connected and depend on each other, they are called a mountain range. There are birds, beasts, insects, fish, flowers, plants and trees, and the ecology is stable."
"I am one of the peaks. No matter how independent I am, no matter how many creations I have, I am still just a tiny drop in the ocean of the universe. But my heart is in the hustle and bustle. I set out to protect the people I love, so my destination must naturally be with them.
Although I have given up on creating my own destiny, there are still thousands of different kinds of destiny, and there are always people who get them. I am not alone in the world. I have like-minded relatives and friends, and comrades. Their destiny is also a help to me. "
"Old sir, I believe that my destiny lies in this mundane world."
Gu Yujing picked up a white piece and it landed.
The old man laughed heartily: "Young man, be brave and follow the path you choose!"
The laughter faded away, and everything around it disappeared.
A familiar voice sounded:
[Passed the 80th level test]
[The final assessment is about to begin, please be prepared]
……
Everything is back to square one.
The invisible wall shattered with a loud bang, and Chang Le rushed over almost in a trance, but found that after the sound of the wall falling to the ground, the colorful world turned into a dark and silent silence.
On one side is pitch black and dead, on the other side is pale and desolate.
In this world of sinking, countless completely different selves are singing their solos in a noisy manner.
The seeds of truth are trapped in lies, and the blooming roses are rotting in the soil.
She is stuck.
The memories of the past three hundred and forty-eight years filled his mind, but his heart was empty and filled with the stinging cold wind.
Three hundred years of quiet sleep, life is only two eighteen years, but the world has changed many times.
She was trapped in the heavy past, struggling to find a way forward and completely unable to see herself clearly.
"Ugh……"
A long and distant sigh floated from the sky into my ears.
A flawless hand stretched out from the void, picked up the panicked person lying on the ground, and took him away from this black and white world.
……
Chang Le came back to his senses from a trance. Under his feet was a galaxy of stars shining like a mirror, and in the distance there was an ancient building and an old tree.
Suddenly, there were clear sounds of water ripples and water droplets colliding with each other. She turned around and saw a person sitting not far behind her.
"Sit down." The man whose face could not be seen moved his fingers slightly, and Chang Le's legs softened and he knelt down.
Chang Le's eyes were blank and empty.
He said:
"This is a mysterious little world, the realm of space."
"Coming and going, cause and effect, knowing myself, and having no self."
"The shackles in your heart can be broken here, which is called [Enlightenment in the Space Realm]."
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